C A A S I

it wasn't easy to make that decision, it wasn't easy for me to handle and bear all these. but i know clearly i cannot be selfish. it really hurts when i told you to leave, but you just don't seems to know that im hurting. i guess its still the best if i bear the wrongs, bear the faults, and bear the blames, it should be this way. i never wanted to treat you coldly, i swear, but i just have to. i don't wanna keep giving you false hope, keep giving any wrong intentions. so many times i wanted to tell you, stay, please, but i can't, because i was the one who asked you to leave. i guess you feel that i no longer love you anymore, and im just finding excuses or reasons to push you away, but that's not really the fact... no point explaining anymore, doesn't make a difference at all now. so many things i wish i could tell you, but yet its all choked at my mouth... i guess this is how it is, all along, me being alone, me being single, i guess that's the best for me. i just hope one day, you would really understand my difficulties, and how much it hurts when i see you go because it was me who told you to, how much i wanted you but yet i pushed you away. my life is in a major mess, and bringing you into it is just plain selfish, be happy, that's the only thing i want you to be.

im sorry i came into you life, walk into your heart, and leave the next second.

im sorry i messed up your life, leaving it a mess without any rights.

im sorry i broke the trust and love you gave me.

im sorry i can't express how i feel even till now.

im sorry i can't fulfill the promises i made.

sorry, sillygirl.

Isaac Neo
11 Sept 1991
24
Ex-wrps student
Ex-wgs student
Ex NgeeAnnPoly, MTE
NTU, ME

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Ugly,
Nerdy,
Weak,
Stupid,
Thats me,i shall live with it.

I dislike the way i am behaving, but i can't help it,
I wish to numb my feelings, but i can't
I wanna be a somebody one day, hoping for it.

-~~O'Levels L1R4 15~~14 (;
-~~forget about iqeelnylek~~
-more friends !
-her(;
-a better life
-~~1first electric guitar~~

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