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HELLO BINNI!

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wilson;isaac

hellooooooooooo! commontest coming ! need ti mug really hard for it ! cause i dont know anything ! ): study study study ! just came back from lepak session with dickson , zhenwei and jason , gonna start mugging now (:

i told you how i felt,
i dont wish to have you,
just want you to know how i feel,
no lies or secret between me and you,
just because i love you. (:

FML.

ever had a situation , whereby tons of problems come to you in a certain time ? im experiencing this now , lots of problems come pouring to me within a short time , i feel very helpless , very weak , totally have no solution to any problems at all . despite all these , somethings disappoints me more . a figure at home , whom you call father , should be someone that solves all your problem , giving you courage , giving you encouragement , giving you a sense of security , and letting you live in an problem free environment , i hate to say this , but my life , totally suck , all i've mentioned , my father did not provide me it , i don't blame him , i shoul not take all these for granted , but what im sad and disappoint about is , when problem arise , and it have sort of connections to me , he pushes it to me , is this what a father should do ? is this what i deserve ? other family might have their own problem , but mine , i don't think others have it . if i were to end my life one day , without a doubt , the cause will be him , my life is like a mess partially because of him , and mainly myself . i feel as if both hands are cuffed up , both legs have huge weights tieing onto it , i can do nothing , totally nothing , helpless and being given up on . maybe ending my life is and relief to him , maybe i really should , im worthless anyway . maybe i really should end my life . i really should .

Isaac Neo
11 Sept 1991
24
Ex-wrps student
Ex-wgs student
Ex NgeeAnnPoly, MTE
NTU, ME

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Ugly,
Nerdy,
Weak,
Stupid,
Thats me,i shall live with it.

I dislike the way i am behaving, but i can't help it,
I wish to numb my feelings, but i can't
I wanna be a somebody one day, hoping for it.

-~~O'Levels L1R4 15~~14 (;
-~~forget about iqeelnylek~~
-more friends !
-her(;
-a better life
-~~1first electric guitar~~

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