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if only you dont have that personality , perhaps , we would have already have our hands held , our fingers locked and out hearts as one. If only i can change that personality of yours , i am willing to be yours, for life.

FRIENDSHIP

FRIENDSHIP , such a simple yet complex word , friendship can bring you happiness , sadness , or even disappointment , but all of my friendship , to me , most of them brings me sadness or disappointment , there are happiness , but is not enough to cover those bad ones. Some just need you for a certain reason , some just wanna have you as company when they have no one else . Bring fake smiles to them , not letting them know how much you really really do treasure them , whats more is that iam willing to be used by them even though i know their motive . Silly you might say , but its not a choice i can make , sometimes you cannot control such things . When you experience this kind of things in life , who can you share it with ? Other friends? They might just give you out , parents? their advice are rather useless . Certainly , i have alot of friends that i really treasure , but they don't seems to know . My bad for not saying it out to them, but to me , this need not be said out. I might be stupid to blog this kind of problem out , but it really affects me alot , friends made a very very huge impact in my life , and certainly plays an important role in my life . I hope i'll get this problem solved out soon . And if you do read this , you guys should know who you are , you were not there when i needed you most , you gave me empty promises , but i still wanna say , i treasure you .

heart drawn using sparklers.[thanks SHERYL CHOO for this picture]

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh ! blog dead already ! so am here to update ! well , school started , nothing much , commontest results are rather disappointing , but can only blame myself for studying enough . well , had been hitting club and staying up late in the night , causing pimple outbreak lah ! spend last years Christmas and this year's countdown on a rather quiet way , simple ones , but fun ! ah , nothing to blog about already , BYE ! MISS ME LOTS PLEASE ! :D

P.S / hanging out with friends is the best lahs !

why send me that text that makes my heart melt ,
why did you tell me all those stuffs when you dont even bother to explain?
why did you wanna do this?
made me think alot ,
but i also thank you , for motivating me to be happier from that moment onwards,
i hope you are happy with jerome , but beware of something call karma , god bless you, NOT.

hellooooooooooooo! its a brand new year ! hope 2010 will be a much much better year for me ! stop feeling moody all the time is my priority ! and next is to build my my selfconfidence . alright guys ! shall end here ! :D happy new year ! (:

Isaac Neo
11 Sept 1991
24
Ex-wrps student
Ex-wgs student
Ex NgeeAnnPoly, MTE
NTU, ME

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Ugly,
Nerdy,
Weak,
Stupid,
Thats me,i shall live with it.

I dislike the way i am behaving, but i can't help it,
I wish to numb my feelings, but i can't
I wanna be a somebody one day, hoping for it.

-~~O'Levels L1R4 15~~14 (;
-~~forget about iqeelnylek~~
-more friends !
-her(;
-a better life
-~~1first electric guitar~~

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