C A A S I

hi guys (; cant blog much , my desktop is down with virus , lazy to deal with it , but good for me also , one distraction less , prelim over , results out , one word , disappointing . put in so much effort , but results are so bad , well , maybe thats really my standard , just hope i can get into a poly , hopefully . well , recently thought of many things , want to say sorry to some teachers that i've let down for this prelim ,
mr billy , im sorry ,
ms wong , im sorry ,
mr cheng , im sorry ,
mr tan , im sorry ,
ms chee , im sorry ,
mrs tan , im sorry ,
张老师 , im sorry ,
im disappointed with myself , let alone you teachers , i know some teachers that taught me before but not teaching me now have high hopes on me , but i let them down , i undersand your disappointment in me this time , i hope i will do well enough and do not let you guys down for olevel .

我知道爱不能够强求，

但是爱你我并没有错，

我也有试着去不爱你，

但是我做不到，

只希望你能够开心，

这样我也会比较容易放弃。

comp tio virus , ZZZ will not be online much , bye guys !

hi guys (; have not blogged for few days , been studying lahs (; well , today nothing much , just slacked the whole day , slept in the afternoon after lunch , hweeliang came over after dinner , intended to study , but end up slacking , haas ! alright , gonna go revise some physics and chemistry already , bye guys ! (;

tempted by you again adn again ,
i wanna tell you how i feel , but
i cant , shall keep it to myself forever .

thanks everyone for the birthday tag , comment on friendster , sms , msn , verbally or even just a handshake , i truly appreciate it , thanks everyone once again . i love every single one of you (;

my wishes , will it come true ?
i hope my 3 simple wish will ,
especially the 3rd one , please ,
make it happen );

12am exactly (;
happy birthday to you ,
happy birthday to you ,
happy birthday to isaac ,
happy birthday to you .

hope nothing goes wrong ,
and my 3 little wish will
come true , simple bday (;

hi guys (; have been really studying this few days for prelim , hope my little hardwork will pay off alittle , i dont need fantastic results , just average will do , well , just finished my physics revision , hope i will do well tomorrow (; good luck to all having olevels and prelim this year , cheers (;

isaac neo , please stop
being so naive , you are
not wanted by love , just
fuck off .

hi guys (; went to have breakfast with andy and hweeliang in the morning , walked to school , had ss , followed by maths , went to viva to have dinner? with mr billy , thanks mr billy for driving us there (; went home , slacked watch tv , wanted to revise on other subjects or do art , but was really tired , so in the end slack in front of comp , and mommy , thanks for the lunar birthday maggie mee with 2 boiled eggs ! tasted so nice , thank you mommy ! (; ily .

more and more apart , looks
like even if i dont wanna give up ,
i also have to , things are not going
well for me , please please please ,
at this crucial time , please make sure
nothing happen , i wan good results for olevels ,
i dont wanna break down at this time . love
was always not my type of game i guess .

hi guys(: just came back from 888 , had supper with jab , dar , and hl . went to fitness corner to slack awhile with them after supper , its been a long time since we chatted ehs ? (: nothing much today also was just slacking at home , did a tiny little bit of art , nothing much , still have lessons tomorrow (; nights guys !

i know im not handsome ,
nor am i cute , but , falling
in love with you is not a crime ,
right ? if i know , loving you
will be so painful , u think i
would want this ? i tried to
resist loving you , but i failed .
but i hope the feeling will fade away
slowly bahs , cause im aware that ,
to you , im nothing at all . NOTHING
oh god , im hurt , please , take away love
from me , i dont wanna them anymore .

hi guys (; nothing much today , went to woodlands centre to play pool , went for lunch then after that to my house to study , and im watching blade trinity with dar and hl at my study room now , alright guys , have lesson on chem tomorrow , nights ! gonna go catch blade ;b

tired and worn out ,
slowly letting go of everything
in my mind , losing my grip
onto love , goodbye love .

Isaac Neo
11 Sept 1991
24
Ex-wrps student
Ex-wgs student
Ex NgeeAnnPoly, MTE
NTU, ME

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Ugly,
Nerdy,
Weak,
Stupid,
Thats me,i shall live with it.

I dislike the way i am behaving, but i can't help it,
I wish to numb my feelings, but i can't
I wanna be a somebody one day, hoping for it.

-~~O'Levels L1R4 15~~14 (;
-~~forget about iqeelnylek~~
-more friends !
-her(;
-a better life
-~~1first electric guitar~~

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