you once told me,

you would be there 24/7 for me,
you would be my listening ear,
you would be there when i need you,
you would be the one missing me damn much,

down till the end, all lies, every single one of them, sad to say, i believed in every single one of them, yes i am silly, stupid, foolish, or whatever you think, but i open my heart wide, believe you with no doubts, in the end, i got myself broken once again. i made a hard decision, but things turn out worst, yes i cried, no big deal to you, but to me, it shows that i truly got broken into pieces once again, you were the one who encourage me to forget everything and try to start anew, but you were also the one pushing me down to the bottom of the pit. you never knew how important you are to me, my bad for not telling, but you can't blame me, cause you told me you had another him.