yea just like that picture, i can't be an perfect heart because of the crack, just like in our life, somethings will never be the same as before, people do change, after this and that, we change. i understand we cannot force stuffs to be the way we want it to, so, yea, sometimes we have to force ourselves to the choice we hate most. nevermind, this will be a lesson for me, i hope i learn from this, i've gone through 3 years without it, another 3 years wont be a problem, i believe it wont be (: