C A A S I

sometimes , i really do envy alot people . i envy people who has good relationship with their family , i envy those that are good at studies , i envy those who have someone they love beside them , shower their love one with love , and also being showered with love , sometimes i tell myself , one day i will be able to get this , but it seems now , day by day , it just gets further and further , my family is really cold , real cold , everyday i reach home i am all alone , wheres the warmth i should get in my sweet home ? studies , i am deproving alot in my most confidence subject , maths ,this few days i tend to doze off in class , its beginning to be like sec3 , and olevels are coming , i wanna buck up , but i just don't have the determination , as for love , numb and giving up already , ever since kelyn , i have not get into relationships already , although there are people who says i am a hongster , so be it , a guy like me , ugly , nerdy , weak and stupid , how to hong girls ? well , to me , i think i am a coward that only vent my unhappiness and stress here . i know people out there do think bad about me , but as long i don't hear it , i treat it as noting has happened .

peeps put there ! good luck for Olevels (:

Labels: lonely, nerdy, sad, stupid, ugly, weak

Isaac Neo
11 Sept 1991
24
Ex-wrps student
Ex-wgs student
Ex NgeeAnnPoly, MTE
NTU, ME

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Ugly,
Nerdy,
Weak,
Stupid,
Thats me,i shall live with it.

I dislike the way i am behaving, but i can't help it,
I wish to numb my feelings, but i can't
I wanna be a somebody one day, hoping for it.

-~~O'Levels L1R4 15~~14 (;
-~~forget about iqeelnylek~~
-more friends !
-her(;
-a better life
-~~1first electric guitar~~

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